Today, I mean tonight somebody asked me wether I have blocked a certain dead person on media apps or not and I simply said no. 

He asked why, and I said, "I don't want that certain person to be on my block lists, I dont want to see him everytime I go to my block lists. I dont want not a single bit of his presence not even in my block lists as a person!" 

He believed me coz I was convincing, I was convincing coz it's truth. I really don't care about that. I just go to my block lists too much often so I dont wanna see that fucking face everytime so instead of blocking that certain person I simply earsed it from every single place I could. Even my wild mind. 

Those who are dead, may never die again. :))))))

But seriously, dead are dead.

I'm alive, we are alive. 

Listening to music, it's cold and I'm under blanket and enjoy the cold weather of fall. Just smoke, what a pleasure. I love this song. 

We only said goodbye with words, I died a hundred times

You go back to her and I go back to...

Black black black black