It's been days that l haven't been at home. The weather's awesome. Cool and fresh. I actually have wrapped myself up with a blanket and I'm still shaking. 

2 packs out of six packs are complete. I also made the frame too. Working out like crazy, running like the Satanis chasing me and swimming. I guess these has made my body still running. No so great with food. I taste everything but only tasting and not eating.

I have lost tons of weight, all my clothes have become loosen.

Tonight's sky is cloudy n I can see the cloudsmoving so fast across the sky n over the ful moon so fast. The wind. It does all the work. If I would be a natural phenomenon, I'd choose to be the wind.

Anyway, everybody's sleeping and I'm here again, awake shaking from cold. Does the gone people think about us?

Dreams are bothersome. I cannot control them. Have no control over my dreams. I wish I had. My that's why I dont like to sleep. Yeah, coz  I cannot handdle more drama in my dreams. Why they dont leave me alone in my dreams? 

 Dreams and songs. The damn song is still repeating in my head over n over again.

U can run, u can hide, but u can't escape my love.

The damn song. Well there's no love to escape from. That's a fact.