Mom.
I was happy today, kinda. I was busy doing my things, last night the night before that, all the nights WHEN i sleep I dream you. Last night I hugged you, I hugged you so tight...
Mom, I just saw you brown hand bag. Your favourite one. I opened it. It was like always. Everything tidy like u used to put them. Ur purse the one I bought for you for mothers day, the picture of us in there, your money, just like how u used to fold them, it smells like you, still. There was your handkerchief, the one you sew it. The brown woden comb I bought for myself but gave it to you. There was all the cards we gave you in every mothers day, new years day. Birthdays... there was your brown shoes. The one we bought together. The dirt was there, under it. U have walked with them. You glassess, the adobe stone in that green bag for when you prayed...
Mom I'm sorry but after three years I cannot help, I couldnt help not crying. Yeah I was alone and i cryed my eyes out, so loud, like the day I sat on the balcony I held your slippers in my hands and I cried.
Three years and your little girl's still crying over her mama. I miss you mom. Come back. I wamt nothing else. I promise. I swear to god I want nothing else for the rest of mylife. Come back I wamt my mama.when I cried you used to come to my room amd hugged me. Mom why dont you come now? Why did you leave me? I WAS bad but you didnt have the right to leave me in this mad world alone. I was your baby girl. The one couldnt sleep without you, the one who always cling to your clothes. Mom it wasnt fair to give up on me so soon. I made a mistake but you should have give me a second chance you shouldnt leave me. God I want my mom back. She was the only one who could take care of me. I need my mom.