Dear damn diary,

Hey, it's not easy for me. It's not easy at all.

I'm sure it will be the most difficult thing I have ever done in my life. I'm sure it would be more painfull than ever, that ever pain I have ever endorsed. But I have to do this. I cannot keep on like this. I cannot...

I know I will lose the only one thing I actually love but I have lost that long ago... I have just cling to that so tight.

You can't cling to the past, because no matter how tightly you hold on, it's already gone.

I cannot see that's gone.