My dear damn dairy,

My life is amazing. I know sometimes how hard it can get but still my life is so amazing. I like it, I like what it made out of me. I like the mysterious ways it has to take me into, the advanture it forces me to take. I like my life, we have so many disagreements but still it gave me what I wanted. I remember when I was a kid, I wanted my life to be different, I wanted much more of what they've got planned and here I am. It's wierd, that I'm saying it, after all the difficulties I went througb but I should thank my life, no one could change me to what I am now from what I was before but my life. I like the simple, peaceful life I have now, I like how the days pass and how I transfer. I love the indipendency I've got.

I realised how amazing is my life. How free and strong I am. how much vanity I own, how now I can straight my neck up, look at problems in the eyes, giving a dirty look at it and say "screw you, I do you too"

I'm so proud of my life, I'm a girl in her 20s and I rule. Indipendency is a hell of awesome feeling, you can really look down to others and say "you bitches are miles behind me." I can look up and say "I'm gonna conquer you all, wait and see."

I was made out of crystal, I shattered into million pieces and I couldn't put those pieces together. So I left it there and I made a new me, a one piece me all from velarenium. Yeah, I don't bend, I don't break. Now I can be cocky, now I have tasted the taste of real life, I'm no more a mama's boy, I am no more a piece of meat that other people walk, talk, and live in her place.

After all these the most amazing spactacular fact is that, I'm still me. I'm still the same old headstrong, tempered, proud, stupid, crazy wierdo baby Girl I was, even more, but something is different in me now. Something like a shield is wrapped me up, I feel like a knight, a conqueror, a comander. I have my own mind, my own will of fire, my own vanity and my own freedome. I rock.