I woke up. U are not yet. Was just crowling in bed n thinking. About us. U n me. N so suddenly I miss the hell out of that time, when it was just you n me n no one else. A memory found his way out to my mind, I remembered the time when we were studying for the exams at the park, n your parents place was empty due to the renewing. we spent the early night at Faraz n we went back to that empty house so late, slept on a blanket. It is literary the symbol of simplicity for me. Such a simple time it was, not this complicated. Not this difficult. 

I always thought I'm good with the words n talking but now that I look back, I see I'm so late, I was so late manytimes. Sometimes I wanna talk but I don't know how to put the damn words together, not to feel regret after, so I wait n wait n wait till it's too late.

Tonight I just wanted to say things, but again I didn't know how to say them. I just hope that u won't forget me for another week, I just hope that you stick, that you worth me trying this hard. I hope that you would understand that, again it hurted when I realised why u couldn't show all the picture of k1's birthday to me. I hoped u could say that thing another time so I could reply. I hoped that I could be sleeping like you right now. I hoped that the damn morning would never come.