I don't need one to wish me to be happy "again" or to be strong"er". I don't need one to tell me good days are coming. I don't need pitty shits, I don't need these shitty stuff. There was a time, I believed so many things. Hope, happiness, faith. There was a time I used to believe in sentemces like, "It's gonna be alright", "It's gonna be fine", "happy days are yet to come", "I'll be stronger". N I enjoyed when someone gave me shits like these. I believed them but not anymore. Now I believe in myself.

For so long I punished myself for believing nonsenses, for being naive and trusting stupid sentences that ppl just say n believe  them to calm n fool themselves. Now I believe in this sentence; "The facts, The truth, The logic" 

I believe in all I am. No good days are to come, nothing will be better than before n no magic is going to happen. I'm gonna be nither stronger than what I am now, nor weaker. And happiness? I think when you live a life like me, no happiness will make you that happy and no sadness will break you that much. Hope? I advice almost everyone to have hope, to have faith. But I don't blindly have it or let it in.

I always wellcome the truth n say no to sweat bullshits.