decisions are normally not this hard to make. I wonder if this means the true kind of responsibility or not, tearing yourself up between two choices. Going the kind way, the path you have always taken and lead you to nothing but disrespect, nothingness and sadness or take the new way, turn your heart into stone, be strong and delete the extra which normally abuse you. Cut the abuse, cut it cold heartedly.

i have an opportunity, a great one indeed a good contract with good money to offer it to someone. I am the one who has to make the call, I can text him, call him and give this project to to him. It's best for him indeed. But is it best for me? Is it a wise move for me as a manager? as a person? as an ex? shall I do so?

I have been struggeling for days and I came to no decison. I would need my best firend advice but he happens to be my ex and the one I have doubt about so... I still don't know.