Good, good, good. I see everything good n they really are yet it's funny. I am not satisfied. This is sadistic

Kryo podia! :))

Hey i don't want to pretentbeing happy, not at all. Not even for your sake. But iam well. At least I can get up in the morning without thinking about you or other gone ones, I can do without you, which someday, it seemed so impossible and meanwhile, there aee some moments of happiness, pure ones, when you are not a part of it. This is new to me and not made up or a pretence. A small step to mankind, a big step for me. :))

There are things
I have done
There's a place
I have gone
There's a beast
And I let it run
Now it's running
My way

There are things
I regret
To can't forgive
You can't forget
There's a gift
That you sent
You sent it
My way

So take this night
Wrap it around me like a sheet
I know I'm not forgiven
But I need a place to sleep
So take this night
And lay me down on the street
I know I'm not forgiven
But I hope that I'll be given
Some peace

There's a game
That I play
There are rules
I had to break
There's mistakes
That I made
But I made them
My way

So take this night
Wrap it around me like a sheet
I know I'm not forgiven
But I need a place to sleep
So take this night
And lay me down on the street
I know I'm not forgiven
But I hope that I'll be given
Some peace

Some peace
Some peace

Living alone, os one of the best things could have ever happened to me, I finally found a chance t see what would actually happen if we find the courage to be reckless and go beyond things we think we absolutely cannot change them, or the fear of changing. 

It's rare but well. It has changed me to a level I believe it was best for me to go through everything, to be able to gain some perspective I needed.