9 in the night. When you've got a lot to say but you just keep on the silence. 

It's like a loud silence. A very loud one. 

I said, this is the first and last time I ask and he said;

شممت روح وداد و شمت برق وصال
بیا که بوی تو را میرم ای نسیم شمال
احادیا بجمال الحبیب قف و انزل
که نیست صبر جمیلم ز اشتیاق جمال
حکایت شب هجران فروگذاشته به
به شکر آن که برافکند پرده روز وصال
بیا که پرده گلریز هفت خانه چشم
کشیده‌ایم به تحریر کارگاه خیال
چو یار بر سر صلح است و عذر می‌طلبد
توان گذشت ز جور رقیب در همه حال
بجز خیال دهان تو نیست در دل تنگ
که کس مباد چو من در پی خیال محال
قتیل عشق تو شد حافظ غریب ولی
به خاک ما گذری کن که خون مات حلال

Without being compromised by the need to get in someone's good graces, I can stand tall, no matter whom I deal with. I believe, If you have led an honourable and honest life, there is no need to be afraid of speaking the truth. But, there is a but here, When I tell the truth, falsely accusing me of having an attitude creates the attitude you thought I had!
So!

Jome khar ast. :(

Nemishe.
Mikham ghors bokhoram bekhabam.
Nemishe.
Nemikham bidar basham.
Nemishe.
Mikham dars bekhonam.
Nemishe.
Mikham fekr nakonam.
Nemishe.
Mikham okay basham.
Nemishe.
Mikham saramo bekobam be divar.
Nemishe.
Mikham yeki ro bezanam.
Nemishe.
Mikham az hers koli ghaza bokhoram.
Nemishe.
Mikham bikhiyal basham.
Nemishe.
Mikham fekr nakonam k chera hichi nemishe.
Nemishe.
Nemikham beram biroon.
Nemishe.
Mikham bemonam khone.
Nemishe.
Mikham stresse emtehana ro nadashte basham.
Nemishe.
Mikham dastan benevisam.
Nemishe.
Mikham kharid konam.
Nemishe.
Mikham kar konam.
Nemishe.
Nemikham kar konam.
Nemishe.
Mikham feshar nabashe.
Nemishe.
Mikham digaran dekhalat nakonan.
Nemishe.
Mikham beshe.
Nemishe.
Nemikham bekham ke beshe.
Nemishe.
Nemishe ke nemishe ke nemishe.
Hichi nemishe.

How on Earth can one pretend a big problem is so tiny and how it can try to resist facing it? How powerful is this shrewd mind, when it works along with the emotions.

Am I getting better and better in this as days go on? I don't know but the satisfaction's just worthy.

:(

I wrote it a while ago. Couple of months ago.

You are like the forbidden fruit to me, I should not touch you or if I do so, I would be miserable for the rest of time.